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ARCJEC: XDXD Isn’t that all I’ve done so far, though? XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD What have I offered to anyone I've talked to in the last few hours?? XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD In the last few SWEEPS??? XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD There has been so much given to me and I don’t do anything with it. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD I just stay still. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD Half of the time it’s because it feels like I can barely move my body, and the other half it feels like even if I could... XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD That I wouldn’t want to try. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD Because I know nothing I could do would ever be good enough. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD Even now, I still feel the same. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD But being stuck standing here and watching... XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD It doesn’t make me feel any better. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD It never has. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD I always keep wanting to do something, anything, for anyone. XDXD
ARCJEC: XDXD And I just can’t move. XDXD